seventeen much?

i wake up feeling wrong
i cry for everything i've done wrong
i think about many things that seem to be going wrong
i regret the trust i gave for wrong people
regret about the time i've wasted
regret about people that made me feel wasted

after all this time i realize many things
some people who leaves
some people who stays
some people who comes
and one day i dreamed about those people who leaves
then i found myself crying because deep down inside i know that i miss them too much
but i can't do anything to heal it
the only thing i can do is wishing them well

sometimes i feel lost
sometimes i do not know what i really want

call me selfish, but
i wanna be found when i feel lost
i wanna be understood when i can't even understand myself
i wanna be heard when i say nothing