a galloping horse

hey!!!!!

august. whoa. whoa. 2012 is a galloping horse, ryt? 2012 has 4 months left, folkkksss!!! i'm terrified by how the time pass, things change, people left *eh HAHA. btw happy fasting, everyone! stay healthy and shine as always;;) actually i've got nothing so important to drop by here. as you know i always post nonsense things for the past months ck. thought i'm going to erase them all, yes i DID something permanently STUPID for SPILL things here, stalkers' prying eyes are everywhere uuuu creepy. ok pardon my blabbers, folks. i'll try the best i can to bring stuff right on the track as it used to be. just wish the best for me and things i can't share here.

ah ya i dropped again several days ago. and really, i started to think about how my death would be, who's gonna cry over me, regret things they don't tell me when i was alive, i wondered about my funeral. a bit drama for 16 yrs old kiddo, eh? haha but i'm seriouussss. so i made a list inside my head when i was laying on bed lookin onto the ceiling instead of went to school and study; things i want to do before i die:

• see sunset, sunrise
• watch catching fire, read (and watch) mockingjay
• do stupid silly things with people i want all day long
• tell some people that I TRULY LOVE THEM FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE xxxxx.
• tell some people that i hate them, say 'f*ck you' on their face and leave. ugh classy way.
• dress like audrey hepburn. for once.
• find my partner mate of art, on the same track of any kind of things i love
• yelling out loud at the beach
• sitting on the balcony of my new house
• highschool's graduation.
• see my sister's graduation, wedding
• see my parents smile at me proudly on my graduation
• meet my perfect guy, marry him, have children<3>
• ETC ETC ETC.

hahahahahaha so based on the list above y'll know that it must be a far long road, still. yea who wants to die on their 16, anyway-_-

heeeey i got a cover video from my fave singer, saraBareilles. she covered my fave band's song. my favorite one too. never regret take a little peek of this!

look at the stars, look how they shine for you
and everything you do
yeah they were all yellow<3>