when reality slaps

one day we realize that there are thing(s) we cannot reach.

no matter how hard we try, we will never get it.

we tried so much, we gave all we had to reach it, but in the end all of them is just a waste. such a waste of time, such a waste effort.

and then when we think that it's finally ours, it disappears.

when we think that it gives us happiness because we finally have what we've been longing for before,

it disappoints us. 

we look back and see how we were, we think that we were happy. but all we did is just we tried to be happy, when actually we were not.

we were not happy, and we are not happy. 

well, when reality slaps, it hurts. but we cannot deny it. we cannot deny that it is right.

one day we realize that there is something we cannot reach.

because it was not meant for us.